Thursday, January 3, 2013

Dear Dad



I love you so much. I wanted to write you this note to share just how much I love you, how much you mean to me and how thankful I am for everything you’ve been for me and our family. I am so blessed to have you as a father, Brad is so grateful to have you as a father-in-law, and Carter is one lucky kid to have such a great papa.

As I sit here writing this, I’m reflecting on so many memories from the past 30 years. Some simple, some humorous, some life changing, but all so special. I remember sitting on your lap “driving” the tractor around the hay alley, taking off your hat after a long day of work to comb and do your hair with bows and clips, and staying up late doing puzzles. I loved going to the bowling alley with you when we were off school on your league days or riding in your truck when you did your “Whoa big fella” trick with the gas pedal. I have so many amazing memories from family vacations and so many stories I will tell and laugh about for years to come. Every event whether big or small was special because we always had so much fun as a family – and most of that was due to you and your good attitude, great sense of humor and cool nature.

I cannot even begin to express all the ways you have impacted me and everyone around you. You are honest, trustworthy, generous, loving, wise, hardworking, and kind. You’ve modeled those traits for me every day. Your quiet commitment to your faith is maybe one of the most impactful ways you raised me. The way you showed it through your dedicated church participation, the daily prayer and devotions you led around the table, and your commitment to Christian education for all of us girls spoke volumes. I watched as you made the right decisions even if they weren’t the most profitable or popular. I learned from the way you treated people with kindness and respect. I never questioned the fact that all these actions were an extension of your love for God and your desire to live your life in service to Him. Thank you for giving me that structure to build my own faith upon.

Dad, you gave us everything you had. You spent your entire life working as hard as anyone could to make sure we had a beautiful home, a great education, and anything else we needed or wanted. But with as hard as you worked, that never stopped you from spending time with us. You never missed a game, recital, play, performance, graduation or event. You spent hours in the back yard teaching me to throw a change up or shoot a free throw. You cheered me on through endless baton routines or choir concerts. Your presence and support made me feel so loved and encouraged.

I am one grateful and lucky daughter. And I know my sisters feel the same way. We are loved and we have felt that way every single day of our lives. Thank you for making us feel safe, secure, and valued. I hope you know that we love you just as much. I am so grateful for every year I got to spend with you. I wish there were more and I really wish that there was time for Carter to get to know his papa. But he will hear stories for years to come. And we will spend our lives trying to pass on the lessons you have taught us – how to work hard, how to live out your beliefs and values, how to have patience and perseverance even through trying times, how to be a strong and stable presence to all those around you.

Thank you, dad. For everything.

With all my love and respect,
Valerie Joy